I wanna be forever young

I guess I just wonder what happend to the caring person you were a few months back before we got together, before you had me. I remember how sweet you were and how much you showed you cared. Now I feel like you could care less, you don’t feel the need to go out of your way to see me anymore and you don’t do cute things anymore. Saying is different then doing. Relationships end because people stop doing what they did to be with someone after they get them. I feel like you’re so different when you’re high or drunk, it’s honestly annoying and I want no part of it. Sureeee I smoke weed too, and I drink, but I don’t do it around you. When I’m with you, when I talk to you, it’s completely me, sober me, you could give a fuck though, you lie about it to my face.. I shouldn’t have let it slide the first time, but I did.. and I also did the second time, and what was the past weekend? A third time? Haha, I’m pathetic. I don’t know why I bother caring anymore.. It’s pointless. I don’t know. I can’t believe I allowed myself to care this much about a boy again. Geez. I don’t know what to do, I care about you too much to do or say anything.